Wednesday, June 2, 2010

It all came back



Came back to T.I for a long holiday and realized that I missed a lot of things in the past. No matter if it's school, football, games, love, friends, or family, I just misses those times. Of course, life back in KL wasn't that bad, it's just that this place is where I truly felt belong to and everything that happens here were the things that made me who I am now. So, that is why I misses this place!! Having a drink and spending time together with certain friends that you did not mix around for a long time were so fun and it really made you wanna turn back the pendulum of time. It's not that I'm a person who doesn't want to move forward in my life, just that in the current stage of my life, I prefer to slow down my steps and look back for a while the steps that I've taken.

Things such as attending school and meeting up classmates from allover T.I everyday, playing football everyday with a bunch of close friends and the steps of growing up as a teenager can never be repeated again. Regardless of how similar the situation is and the same people that is around, it can never be repeated again and even if I do survive till the age of 100, the next 79 years of my life would never have the same kind of element or feeling that I've already been through in this 21 years of time. That is why I've always like to look backward sometimes, because people's mind, knowledge, principles and priorities changes through time. Today and tomorrow you may not regret with what you've done, but few years later, those perceptions may change, and believe me, I've been through such situations.

Greed, which may seem like a bad element,
actually plays an important role in our decision making in the future. Because people do learn from mistake and experience, and for those who're not easily satisfied with themselves, they'll take the example from the past, identify what's good and what's bad and will definitely choose the best alternatives based on the own instinct and experience whenever they're facing with certain situation that resembles their past experiences. So, never blame certain people who's greedy, because we ourselves are also greedy in a certain perspective.
Priorities, no matter which stage of your life you're going through, just remind yourself about one particular thing. Make sure that your first priority is your family and nothing else is above it. That's because you yourself are the priorities of your family too. Some may rebuke or disagree with it, but yet it is very true. No being with a sound mind out in the world would hope to see their family fail. Just know one important thing, there are things that doesn't need to be shown out in order to prove their existence. What's outside is never going to beat the one that's inside.
P.S- Just wanted to share my opinion. Thanks. =)

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